Wednesday, November 25, 2009

velvet feathers

back when your bones fascinated me.
when i'd feel your eyes on my back.
and i'd turn, and you'd disappear around the corner.
i'd chase after you, but i'd never catch you.
the picture i have of you though, taking shape, flying off.
i longed for the day, you'd be there when i looked behind me.
you're my protector. how so, when you're not there?
i then realize, you're there when i need you, without fail.
i've sadly never needed you, except right now.
and you're here. i can feel your eyes. i won't turn around, i refuse.
you step in front of me. the eyes of a raven are locked in mine.
do not fly away. the way your bones fascinate me.

Monday, November 23, 2009

my computer broke. t'is why i have not blogged in a very, very long time.
straight a's + a b.
the boy.
thanksgiving is in two days.
christmas is coming up.
i want another job/that sounds greedy, but i want to be a waitress.
i am so tired.
i love you blogger. just know i haven't left you.
i miss you. and twitter. not facebook,'s lame.