Thursday, July 30, 2009

Macaulay Culkin

I kind of wish he wasn't a drug addict.
I'd like to see him in some new movies.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009


I'm binge-eating again and I still haven't lost the weight from the last binge-eating phase! The only thing different really between before and now, is that I have pudding. I did go on a drink-two-glasses-of-water-a-day-phase, but, that only lasted about 2 weeks, though, it did break my previous record of about,...3 days.
I finally got around to calling the insurance people about my phone - they sent me a new one, all is well. It's kind of sad now though; people knowing that my phone works, and nobody texting me. Lol. Story of my life.
So, speaking of life, it's freaking crazy right now! I believe we got a house, and that we might possibly, actually, maybe, 25% sure that I'm 50% sure, that we might, be moving this time. Done talking about that,...
My strawberry pudding tastes like cough medicine. It's kind of disappointing. ):

Sunday, July 26, 2009


I'm going to tune it out like it never happened.
I'm going to pretend this is all a joke.
it's funny, the way you hurt her.
the way you mess with her emotions.
the way, even though she'd never admit it, you're killing her.
she cries.
from frustration.
from agony.
and i must listen. i must listen, to try and heal her.
to lessen the pain.
i want her to be okay.
i want her to stay mine.
to stay with me, even though she doesn't know I'm here.
don't take her. don't tear her.
don't break her.
I'll hunt you, I'll hurt you,
I'll let you suffer.

Friday, July 24, 2009


I've been eating taco's for the past 4 days. I've also been spilling everything except water? Yeah, weird. I cleaned my room. like, legit cleaned. organized my junk drawer, clothes, everything. it's awesome. I'm happy. Pretzels are good.

Thursday, July 23, 2009


The Backstreet Boys just came out with their new single - Straight Through My Heart. I like,..stopped breathing for 5 minutes.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

enough's enough

time to get my act together. things that need to be completed within the next 3 months.
- finish my ninth grade year.
- find and move into a house.
- clean my room.
- get a new cell phone.
- call about my singing lessons.
- go to work.
- finish reading anna karenina, octavian nothing, born on a blue day, and 1984.
- plan jessika's birthday party/get her, her birthday presents.
- don't rip all of my hair out in the process.
- manage to squeeze hanging out with the friends who don't seem to realize that i need to complete all of the above in basically a negative amount of time.
- see the new harry potter.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Megan Fox

She's always had this small role in my life, I don't know why, or when it started, but I've always had this weird obsession with wanting to be like her. Not really the side that the public wants us to see, the sex-icon-esque side, but I've known she's had this more modest, but still sexy, confident look to her, and this just completely shows that I was right all along about her having that side. Not to mention that it adds to my strange love for her - girl crush, if you will.


I watched Slumdog Millionaire the other day - and I fell in love with it! It really was as good as everyone said. Then, I watched The Princess Bride for the 2,495,743,085th time, but it's one of those things that just can't get old. I'm so, so, so very excited to see Harry Potter. AH. I wanted to go to the midnight showing - of course, it was sold out. maybe tomorrow's midnight showing? I've been all jittery for the past 3 weeks waiting for it to come out, and now, it's officially been out for the past 32 minutes. I'm jealous of anyone who's sitting in the movie theatre watching it right now/: I also watched the first 20 minutes of The Jerk with Steve Martin and Bernadette Peters. She is absolutely amazing, and simply stunning. It's sad that only people my mothers age know about her really.

Thursday, July 9, 2009


Thursday, July, 9 2009, 11:25 AM.

I went on a lake and on a boat for the first time a few weeks ago. I think I want to be a professional boat rider now. Yes, boat rider. Then I went to a 4th of July party, but it turns out, the party throwers parent's were also having a party. We were just a litttttle bit short on beverages.
Yesterday, I called and ordered from a Papa John's all by myself, for the first time. I'm just a tad bit proud!
I also realized yesterday that I have like,...THE BIGGEST CRUSH ON DAVID THEWLIS EVER!!!! (I normally hate putting several exclamation points after something, but it was completely necessary for that.)
So, I'm going to try this six week thing. "The Six-Week Plan to Flatten Your Belly and Firm Up Your Body for Life." because a) i need to get back into shape, and b) i have six weeks to finish the rest of my school. Wish me luck?