Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Saturday, March 27, 2010


weekend. again. but productive. and not to pushy?
wow. tired. goodnight. lol.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010


http://formspring.me/lexitatar i guess i'll answer truthfully today

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

tension headaches

my headaches are getting worse and worse. i do believe that's a sign.
bed early. possibly. if i ever get off of here.
fuck this.

you're not your job.
you're not how much money you have in the bank.
you're not the car you drive.
you're not the contents of your wallet.
you're not your fucking khakis.
you're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world.

Sunday, March 21, 2010




This weekend was absolutely amazing.
Friday, I went home with my best friend after school.
We met Mormons who tried to convert us, but we ended up telling jokes about "Can I have your numba?" We ate Chinese and cried from laughter.
We went to the lake and skipped rocks and flung them with slingshots.
we climbed trees and cried some more.
I fell into a hole and busted my knee. So much fun.
I worked Saturday, 1-6:30, and got ready in a 15 minutes and still managed to pull together a decent outfit. Then I went to the Danish-Going-Away-Party. It was a complete blast. I met some of the best people.
amazing weekend

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

early morning blogs

it's really not that early, because technically it's 5:30.
pointless clock changing day.
wtffffff, i just drank like, month old milk.
yes. that will happen today.
i need to find another good book to read. I just finished one by sarah dessen,
in like, a week. NOT my personal best.
I've decided that I reallllyyy want to go on the Denmark trip?
or the Europe trip this summer. So,...yeah.
Spring Break is coming up. 3 weeks? So like, 13 school days or something.
I'm excited. I'm going to Pittsburgh with my two best friends. Nancy and Devii. <3
My laundry is currently drying. LAME. Alright.

Monday, March 15, 2010


http://formspring.me/lexitatar because i'm self absorbed on mondays

Thursday, March 11, 2010


oh. my. god. danish exchange students came to my school today. and are here for another week.
i've fallen in love. and i want them all.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Saturday, March 6, 2010



cheetos cheaters cheetahs

i'm done. throwing away shit i don't ever and will never wear or need again.
hopefully donating it so i don't feel like shit about myself. i just want to be organized again so i can start fresh again. i can't stay in the same skin for too long. hence the reason i dye and cut my hair. and go through mood swings. and wear makeup. it's because i'm sick. i just can not stop moving. even when i'm sluggishly lying in bed until 2 o'clock on saturday's, i'm moving. or am i? either way. get me out of this clock before the minute hand crushes me.


i'm a walking contradiction

Wednesday, March 3, 2010


http://formspring.me/lexitatar askkkk ask askk

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I am bored with my life

Falling Slowly

So I'm both sick and "sick" today.
My phone's restricted. So I can only text my mother.
I feel like I haven't put my heart into my blogs in a while.
Here I am. I think I'm back again.
No, like, back back. I'm about to pick up a book for the first time.
Possibly Maureen Johnson's 13 Little Blue Envelope's, something simple and quick. Then I'll finish my Sarah Dessen novels, along with the Tao Chi of Pooh.
Right now though, I'm catching up on yesterday's episodes of Greek, Make it or Break it, and The Secret Life of the American Teenager. (NOT SO SECRET..)
Then I'm going to watch Rudy.
And clean my room. And hook up the printer to my computer again,
and print out my missing course work.
Sounds like a plan. Motivation kick in......


Oh, and I've fallen (pun unintended) with this song.

I think I'll watch Once also, sometime today.