velvet feathers

back when your bones fascinated me.
when i'd feel your eyes on my back.
and i'd turn, and you'd disappear around the corner.
i'd chase after you, but i'd never catch you.
the picture i have of you though, taking shape, flying off.
i longed for the day, you'd be there when i looked behind me.
you're my protector. how so, when you're not there?
i then realize, you're there when i need you, without fail.
i've sadly never needed you, except right now.
and you're here. i can feel your eyes. i won't turn around, i refuse.
you step in front of me. the eyes of a raven are locked in mine.
do not fly away. the way your bones fascinate me.

my computer broke. t'is why i have not blogged in a very, very long time.
updates:
straight a's + a b.
the boy.
thanksgiving is in two days.
christmas is coming up.
i want another job/that sounds greedy, but i want to be a waitress.
fantasy.
i am so tired.
i love you blogger. just know i haven't left you.
i miss you. and twitter. not facebook,..it's lame.

Winter

I can not wait for Winter/Christmas Time. I wake up every morning and walk down stairs and think there's a Christmas tree. Or I look out the window expecting to see snow. I have daydreams about making snow angels. It's ridiculous. I can't wait.

sorry

I haven't blogged in a long time.
Here are some pictures from the Blink 182 concert I went to in Charlotte, North Carolina.







The last one is my all time favorite picture I took, and probably will EVER take. I had the time of my life. I was kind of sad that I didn't lose my voice. For some reason it's not really even possible for me too. I did once, but that was because I was pretty darn sick.

RAMBLING BLOG ALERT!

So, today in my math class, we had some guest speakers who went off to university's the year before, and talked to my class about the first year and how it's important to manage your time and things like that. I don't think I've ever paid that much attention to any guest speaker. Except in the 4th grade,...when they brought in the snakes and baby tiger's to pet and hold. The one younger one was looking at me the entire time, but it wasn't even that uncomfortable. I think he was the one looking for comfort for some reason. We started filming this show for our school magazine today. It was so much fun. Minus the inevitable awkwardness of the first time shooting it. But it was funny. And cool. I could get used to that. Even though we only have 2 more months until the 1st semester is over. I'll be sad then.

Somebody called me beautiful today. Or was it pretty? I don't remember, but it was the way he said it. It was so sweet. He just stopped in the hallway and started at my glasses, then my coat, then my shoes, and said I look very pretty. A lot of people said I looked pretty today, it's the glasses.
I'll start to wear them more often. I guess glasses make you confident or something.
I'm starting to write things down, and cross things off again. check check check check check. Well, really, cross cross cross cross cross. I'm hoping to get my school binders and supplies organized, and then finish all of my projects/homework this weekend and through to the next (the project's that is), and then start on getting a schedule worked out so that I know exactly what I'm doing everyday. I need to stop agreeing to last minute hang-outs! Oh, and I need to catch up on my sleep. Heeeeeeeh. (that was really supposed to be the sound of a sigh. anyways,...) thing's will work out. time time time.

BLINK 182

CONCERT TOMORROW.
You'll be seeing tons of pictures I'm sure.

owl city

target

has a very bad selection of mirrors.