so i definitely went on about a thirty minute rant on how i feel i'm not being granted my right to an education, or really, the opportunity to a BETTER education.
All in all I had this WTF moment/realization where my thought process was;
Why the hell am I here/I can't redo this whole life/growing up/college/high school thing/etc/etc/etc.
hopefully tomorrow i can actually tell the teacher/staff/principle my thoughts and get it all out in the way i'm planning, (and not chicken out or wish i had said more.)
i'm going to go eat food.
i'm exhausted from being lazy. yep, it's definitely possible, as i believe i've previously stated in older posts.